sad love letter…

did i suffer a sleeping disorder called insomniac?

or am i just afraid to sleep everynight in my life and find out that you’ll not love me anymore in the morning?

or maybe, i’m just afraid to find out the answer of my “why” question?

but i’ve found out the answer, didn’t i?

that u didn’t love me anymore?

maybe that explain why i feel so numb and empty right now…

and maybe that will explain, why did every morning i wake up, tears roll down my face…

at the first, i’ve said that i don’t want to live without you, but i have no choice left…
so this means my time to be an idiot is up,

it is time for me to use my rationality, and move on…

and put you behind in my past…

but only for your information, don’t care how hard you’ve broke my heart…
you’ll be always…
my forever and ever “future wive”…

i love you…
goodbye…

now, what i need is..

new life…

new reason…

new hope…

and new love…